26112010 - krohhh! krohh!

your sleep is a 

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lie

saya pelajar asrama. sejak tingkatan 1 lagi. ingat nak masuk asrama sampai sebulan dua bulan tiga bulan je. rupanya sampai 5 tahun. bila ingat balik, bapak lama 5 tahun tu. asrama saya biasa-biasa je. tak macam mrsm, mewah. 5 tahun jugak basuh baju pakai tangan. sampai kecut-kecut tangan. balik sekolah je, meluru turun bas masuk toilet. sebab nak cop tempat basuh baju. nanti ada orang cop dulu, lambat basuh baju. kehidupan asrama memang hectic. lagi-lagi kalau ambil spm atau pmr. dengan prep la, tuition dekat asrama, kelas tambahan dekat sekolah. tapi, tak tau lah apa yang bertambah. kuantiti tidur agaknya. tuition banyak, setiap malam. weekend pon sama wey. letih dengan kelas-kelas ni. kalau nasib baik, weekend ada bengkel. 8am-10am, rehat, sambung sampai pukul 12 ke 12.30pm macam tu. kalau bengkel buat dekat dewan, campur laki perempuan. laki belah sana, perempuan belah sini.


tapi, kalau nak cerita pasal kehidupan dekat asrama ni, memang susah nak habis. mungkin kena buat beberapa version. dorm, dewan makan, roll call, sesi jumpa warden, sesi kena marah sebab tak turun prep, sesi dalam toilet, sesi bilik tv, sesi dengan akak kantin, sesi outing, sesi kad outing kena tahan sebab masa ujian dapat sikit A, sesi nasihat oleh warden, sesi mengumpat senior, sesi bercinta, sesi kerah tenaga, sesi juniors, macam-macam lagi lah.


petang tadi, masa jalan-jalan dekat dapur, ternampak ada satu mug ni. terkenang masa lampau. mug warna putih, cartoon apa tah. siap ada nama. haha. bila ingat balik, kat asrama dulu boleh kata semua benda pon nak tulis nama. walaupun ada yang tak tulis nama, tapi majoritinya mesti tulis. nama panjang ada, nama pendek ada. bila dah meningkat sedikit dewasa, duduk asrama lagi. tapi dah tak heran pasal tulis-tulis nama. tak cool lah kan tulis-tulis nama ni. macam takut sangat pulak orang nak curi. itu pon kalau ada orang nak curi. mungkin juga sebab dah matang sikit kot, maka tak perlu lah nak tulis-tulis nama. sebab semua tahu mencuri adalah berdosa. kalau curi nanti Tuhan marah. mungkin juga sebab dah kenal barang sendiri walaupun benda tu sama dengan kawan punya. fungsi aura mungkin juga ada di sini.


berikut merupakan benda-benda yang saya tulis nama masa duduk asrama dulu :

1. mug
2. baldi
3. gayung
4. berus basuh baju
5. bakul letak barangan mandi
6. bantal
7. selimut
8. hanger
9. hujung cadar (tulis kecik je)
10. pelbagai jenis buku (buku sekolah of course la kan)
11. pemyepit baju

buat masa ni, itu je yang teringat. tapi, saya yakin, ada lagi yang lain. nak cakap saya skema? haha, silakan. saya memang skema, dan innocent. sampai sekarang kot macam tu =)))

25112010 - wonder girls

i found this picture in my friend's blog..

interesting?

24112010 - teenage dream

last night, a friend of mine have sent me a text.

"Kalau rasa sedih, pandanglah langit. ingatlah Tuhan masih ada. kalau rasa resah, renunglah dasar hati. yakinlah Allah mencipta kesudahannya, dan kalau rasa tersisih, lihatlah purnama di malam hari. yakinlah Allah tak akan biarkan kita sendirian mengharungi cabaran hidup ini."

well, kalau tak ada purnama nak tengok apa? hehe.

semalam ym dengan sorang kawan. sedih sangat katanya. hurm, agaknya ada ke orang yang suka dengan sedih. of course, saya pon tak suka. like seriously serious tak suka. tapi, sedar atau tak kadang-kadang perasaan sedih ni jugalah yang menyedarkan kita. tentang salah silap, kekuasaan Allah dan sebagainya. Masakan tidak, rasanya baru je kita rasa gembira semalam, beberapa hari lepas, atau pon berminggu-minggu lepas. tapi tiba-tiba sesuatu yang kita tak duga terjadi. kalau itu yang kita mahukan, mesti lah tak sedih kan. macam mana pulak dengan perubahan itu perubahan yang kita tak sangka langsung? mesti rasa gundah gulana. (sangat memahami konon, heh).

sudah terjatuh, baru terngadah. dalam dunia ni ada macam-macam sebab manusia bersedih. kalau betul caranya, kesedihan itu lah yang membantu kita menjadi lebih kuat dalam mengharungi kehidupan akan datang. Allah maha adil. Dia tahu kemampuan hambaNya. Dia takkan biarkan hambaNya buat sesuatu yang hambaNya tak mampu. jadi, kita insan lemah ni, kenalah percaya dengan kekuasaan Allah. mungkin kita tertanya-tanya, kenapalah susah nak dapat apa yang kita nak. macam-macam dugaan kita jumpa. sebenarnya Allah nak uji kita tu. yelah, kita minta macam-macam, tapi deserve ke kita nak dapat semua tu? maka, sebab tu lah Allah uji kita. kalau kita bersabar, dan berdoa, insyaAllah, Allah dengar. ntah-ntah, dapat yang lagi baik dari apa yang kita minta tu.

kepada kawan-kawan yang bersedih hati, berduka lara tu, percayalah dengan kekuasaan Allah. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk awak. percayalah. redha dengan ketentuanNya.Allah dah rancang sesuatu untuk awak. hidup memang byk up and down. itu yang menjadikan kita seseorang. untuk sedapkan hati sendiri, fikir lah yang positive. benda yang menggembirakan pasti ada nanti.

=)

--> ini sekadar kata-kata untuk dikongsi dengan kawan-kawan. dan juga diri sendiri. tak seberapa pun. anda si bijak pandai mesti boleh elaborate panjang lagi kan. hehe. laa tahzan yaw!

22112010 - lakon layar

it's holiday by the way.

semester break, yeah.

i've planned this and that.

and think it might be so much fun.

giddy up and so on.

but, so far i think it's not going to be like that.

abnormal somewhere.

hope it comes to an end point very soon.

i wonder, what kind of animal is this eh?

it's been years, but i still can't figure out.

i want to see you badly

10112010 - wednesday

IMMUNOLOGY

SBM 3033

NOV, 10 2010

2.30PM

KOM EXAM HALL

SEAT NO. 106

ALL THE BEST NURDHIYA IZYAN!!

YOU CAN DO IT!!

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7 wonders of the world - CHRIST THE REEDEMER

Christ the Redeemer

Christ the Redeemer is a statue of Jesus Christ in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. The statue is 120 ft tall and has a weight of 635 tones. It is now a part of the new Seven Wonders of the World. It is located in the Corcovado Mountain which is at a peak of 700 meters i.e. 2,300 feet in the Tujuca forest National Park overlooking the city. The statue is made of concrete and soapstone. As a symbol of Christianity, it has become an important icon of Brazil, with Jesus Christ appearing to open his arms wide to embrace the entire city below.

It was in 1850’s when for the first time it was suggested to make the statue of Christ on the top of Carcovado by a catholic priest called Pedro Maria Boss. The request of the finance was sent to Princess Isabel to build this huge religious mountain. Initially, the idea was not thought to be a very good one. It was only in 1921, when a need and a proposal of a large landmark were thought about and finally the statue was made by the catholic Circle of Rio.

During this time, in order to gain more publicity, a group organized an event for a week where donations were taken from the public and signatures were taken for those who were in favor of the making of the statue. Most of the donations came from the Brazilian Catholics. A lot of suggestions were given; some suggest that the cross of the Christ should be represented along with Christ, or an idol of Jesus with a globe in his hands. But finally, a statue of Jesus with open arms was chosen. Construction of this religious symbol took nine years to complete, beginning in 1922 and ending in 1931. The brilliance of its engineers was revealed when it was struck by lightning in February of 2008 during an electrical storm. Several trees were felled by that storm, but the statue was left unscathed, owing to the fact that it was made with a top layer of soapstone, which is a good insulator.

Traveling to Christ The Redeemer
Devotees flock to the site to get a sense of the peace and hope it provides, and ordinary tourists approach it to appease their curiosity regarding the spirituality that this statue evokes on most people. Once in Rio, you could get a taxi that will bring you straight to the top of the mountain where Christ awaits. But if you want to take a more scenic route, then you need to go to Rua Cosme Velho 513 to purchase tickets for the train that will take you uphill.

 so big! *__*

don't you think this is scary?

all the informations and pictures taken from here : http://famouswonders.com/christ-the-redeemer-statue-on-corcovado-mountain/

dang!

7 wonders of the world - CHICHEN ITZA

Chichen Itza

 (not chicken okay =p )

Chichen was founded by the Maya civilization in 400 AD and it is located in the north central, north of Yucatan Peninsula now called Mexico. Chichen has a history that is 1500 years old and is located 75 miles from Merida. It is said to have been the main regional point for different ceremonies. During the earlier days & time, it was governed by priests. Chichen means “At the mouth of the well of Itza”. The word Chi stands for ‘mouth’, Chen for ‘well’ and Itza for ‘the Itza tribe’. The main belief is that people were thrown from the top as a sacrifice to make their god happy and the ones who could survive were the ones who were believed to be seers.

The site predominantly contains many buildings of stone in various stages of thier preservation and has been stored properly. The site is built in different architectural styles. It has a very clear cultural mix and difference of the Mayan and non Mayan civilization. The Chichen site has in total three divisions: the north, central & and the south group. Where one group is in the Toltec style and the other gives an idea about the early period and the old Chichen culture. Since this is the most famous Mayan Pyramids, it has been thoroughly researched by private agencies. Not really.

It is now a federal property and it is maintained by the Mexico’s nation Institute of Anthropology and History. The best time for site seeing is either early morning or late in the afternoon.

i wonder, how the ancient people managed to build something ammmmaazing like this.

all the informations and pictures taken from here : 

http://famouswonders.com/chichen-itza-in-yucatan-peninsula/

7 wonders of the world - PETRA

do you that UNESCO has the new list of 7 wonders of the world? upon reading and looking at the pictures, the only world i can say -->  MasyaAllah.

so, here i want to share with you guys what did i found few days back.

introducing PETRA in Arabah!

                                      

Petra is a site in the Arabah, Jordan that was discovered by a Swiss explorer called Johann Ludwig Burckhardt in 1812 and is considered to be, yet another splendid beauty in the history of mankind. Arabah is a section of the Great Rift Valley and it is located between the Dead Sea (north) and the Gulf of Aqaba (south) forming part of the border between Jordan (east) and Israel (west).

Petra represents the ancient world’s heritage culture. It is a beauty hidden behind layers of mountain. The ones who have seen it say it is a treasure beyond comparison. It is now said to be one of the seventh wonder of the world and it belongs to the UNESCO world heritage site. The entire red rose city of Petra has such a charismatic appeal that it attracts anyone & everyone who enters the city, taking them to a different world of divine beauty and mystery. Petra mainly is admired because of its picture perfect architecture, its complex structure, quality and the non mentionable mere size.

Petra is said to have its origin before 106 AD; its culture is said to have been flourished in almost 400 years old. The one’s who visited it say that it is a site that can never be forgotten. The city of Petra takes its name, which is the Greek word for “rock”, from the fact that it is most notable for its buildings and tombs that are carved directly into the red sandstone that serves as the city’s natural protection from invaders. Its popularity with tourists may also have a connection to the city’s Biblical significance. It is here where King Aretas called for the arrest of the Apostle Paul at the time of his conversion.

Location & How to Get to Petra

This historical fortress is located 170 miles southwest of Amman, Jordan on the edges of the Wadi Araba desert. It is also 50 miles south of the Dead Sea and the only way to enter the city is through a narrow crevice called the Siq. One has to uncover a very narrow path of mountains, kilometer by kilometer before they get to see the majestic beauty of Petra.This path is only about five meters wide, with sandstone walls towering up hundreds of meters high on both sides. This long, narrow & not very well lighted gorge is very cool & soothes the visitors before it unfolds the mystery step by step.

A taxi is the best means of transportation to get from the Queen Alia International Airport to Amman. Remember to ask the driver to take you to the Wahdat bus terminal, since there are two major bus stations in Amman. Destinations are usually printed in Arabic on the respective buses, so if you do not read Arabic, ask to be shown to the bus that will take you to Petra.

All the informations and pictures taken from here : http://famouswonders.com/petra-in-the-arabah/

before i sleep

Kuantan sangat sejuk sekarang. Semua pon passive je rasa.

Tengok comforter rasa tergoda, tapi terpaksa persetankan je perasaan tu.

Katil memang tak berani nak try baring ke apa ke, takut terlelap,langsung jihad.

Katil hanya jadi tempat letak notes yang menimnbun. Tak cukup ruang dekat meja belajar.

Kalau letak semua atas meja, nanti siku terlanggar, sayap jadi kecik.

Tak berapa nak suka lah.

Penyelesaiannya, tebar je semua atas katil, senang.

Setiap kali exam besar,mesti kuantan nak cuaca suram-suram.

Mempengaruhi mood juga tu secara tak langsung.

Tadi mandi, memang menggigil-gigil. Tak tipu punya.

Kipas pon buka no.3 je. Biasa tu no.5 pon xcukup sejuk.

Itulah dia kuantan. Bila dah sejuk, sampai bone marrow pon passive kesejukan.

Bila dah panas, jalan kaki nak pergi class pon macam nampak tak nampak jalan je.

Sebab mata tak boleh bukak. Silau.

Esok nak study pathology. Dengan biostatistics sikit.

Lepas tu terus menerus hadap immunology.

Semoga berjaya wahai nurdhiya izyan binti mohd radza!!

07112010 - i love daddy

happy birthday abah!!

i love you so very much much!!

there's nobody can replace you

i want my hubby to be like you, very cool one.

i can't imagine my life without you.

(my tears ready to drop at any time)

there's a big insect in my room. he sticked to my curtain since this evening without any single move!

i don't know what's the name. but i considered it as "he" because this insect kind of stalking me

 having sweet time alone in my room. 

seriously big and scary.

this is my answer booklet for EAP. very neat isn't it? 

well, don't judge book by it's cover.

yeah, again about EAP. sounds like i am obsessed about EAP now, haha. 

this is my term paper's title. something about organic foods.

to be exact,

 my term paper entitled organic food over conventional food

"hye, i'm off to Perhentian Island!"

puffy eyes.

this time i have to woke up very early in the morning 

because i have to gathered at 6.30am for Perhentian Island.

not enough of sleep. i only took about 2 hours. i need to finished up that so-called EAP term paper.

oh, EAP again.

05112010 - the journal @__@

     Delayed-type hypersensitivity (DTH) is defined as the recruitment of T cells into tissues to be activated by antigen-presenting cells to produce cytokines that mediate local inflammation. CD8+ T cells are now known to mediate DTH responses in allergic contact dermatitis, drug eruptions, asthma, and autoimmune diseases. This inflammatory effector capability of CD8+ cytotoxic T cells was previously poorly recognized, but there is now considerable evidence that these diseases may be mediated by CD8+ DTH. The difference between CD8+ T cells and CD4+ T cells mediating DTH relates to the molecular mechanisms by which antigens are processed and presented to the T cells. Antigens external to the cell are phagocytosed and processed for presentation on MHC class II molecules (eg, HLA-DR) to CD4+ T cells. In contrast, internal cytoplasmic antigens are processed by the endogenous pathway for presentation on MHC class I molecules (eg, HLA-A, -B, and -C) to CD8+ T cells. External allergens can also enter the endogenous pathway to be presented to CD8+ T cells. These include many contact sensitizers, chemical and protein respiratory allergens, viral antigens, metabolic products of drugs, and autoantigens. The resulting CD8+ T-cell response explains the role of CD8+ T-cell DTH mechanisms in allergic contact dermatitis, asthma, drug eruptions, and autoimmune diseases.

so, this is the abstract of the journal that was given by our immunology lecturer as a souvenir before immunology paper this 10th nov. 8 pages of journal is a lot actually. and i have to do a summary about the reading in not more than 3 pages. macam senang kan? haa, you try first. i generously give you the link for full text version. basically, it is all about immune system, MHC class I, MHC class II, autoimmune system, asthma, allergy, CD4+, CD8+. you have this things in your body, no matter who you are.

 here, http://www.jacionline.org/article/S0091-6749(99)70489-6/fulltext 

please, don't hesitate to visit and READ. it is amazingggg! how i define amazing? you take a look at it first, then you know how amazing it is. i did it for 4hours. of course with some facebook-ing, blog-walking, eating, bbm-ing, etc. 

my eyes seriously can't stand reading pages of words anymore. after struggling reading 4 articles during the exam, and just now the journal, my eyes, my neck, my shoulder became like #$(&%@^&!!  (i don't know the name of the feeling). 

at least for a week. (notes for exam is acceptable. well, terpaksa).

i bet you wouldn't read this journal. if anyone of you did it, you tell me. i will give you special reward,hehe. 

i know, i know this is B-O-R-I-N-G

i won't post something like this again. i try! after all, this is my field. no matter how boring it is, i still have to be friend with them. with bright smile of course. -___________-"

--> i went to KOS (kuliyyah of science) right after the exam to check my marks for immunology quiz. surprisingly, i got quite high marks for that quiz!! yeay for dhiya, yeayy!!! :D i never had such high marks for quizzes so far this semester. ALHAMDULILLAH :") now i'm eager to study immunology for final exam. ahh, xsangka~~

04112010 - English for Academic Purposes

the exam is today. Nov 4, 2010, KOM exam hall, 3pm. seat no. 105

3pm? why so late? haiyohhhhh, tak rasa ke pukul 3 sangat lambat? 2.30pm okay lagi. ni pukul 3??? dah la kena buat essay. kena fikir banyakkkk. nanti ade 4 articles. yes, EMPAT! kena baca semua, lepas tu buat 1 summary, lepas tu buat 1 argumentative essay. kena guna at least 3 techniques out of 4. tak rasa complicated ke? so far, dah tanya ramai kawan-kawan, senior-senior yang dah ambil paper ni. dalam ramai-ramai tu, baru jumpa 2 orang je yang dapat siapkan semua. the rest tak siap. tak rasa miserable ke? semoga petang ni keluar tajuk yang simple-simple, articles yang senang nak faham, lantas dapat siap kan semua. cuak!


EAP ni university requirement subject je. tapi 3 credit hour. dah macam core subject pulak. tak apa, dah biasa ade subject-subject macam ni dekat UIA ni. setiap sem pon ada. 

oh EAP

03112010 - twenties girl

i wish i could have Lara's great aunt Sadie.

things will get a little bit easier.

i wish. 

yes, i wish.

ohh, sungguh bosan..

baca notes pathology dari tadi tak habis-habis lagi..

bulu mata pon dah 2 helai gugur dan melekat dekat cermin cermin mata (cermin mata punya cermin)

kurang productive betul hari ni. tak suka tak suka tak suka.

lapar lapar lapar. tak makan lagi hari ni kecuali minum milo.

milo ialah minuman rasmi masa-masa peperiksaan ni. 

semalam semangat nak study pathology, tapi hari ini kurang semangat, ohh mengapa~~~

sesungguhnya banyak gila benda nak kena baca pathology ni, kalau baca dan terus faham kan senang.

tak payah nak ulang banyak kali, tenung notes macam nak tembus kertas tu. jimat masa.

karyolysis, pyknosis, karyorrhexis, necrosis, metastasis. semua sis-sis ni menguji kesabaran minda.

tak mengapa, positive. kan kena berfikiran positive sepanjang masa. 

kalau study kat sini, mungkin boleh dapat A solid.

sumpah tenang, lawa, privacy, romantic tempat ni.

romantic ade kaitan dengan study ke? -__-

that's my head

i miss this place the most.

walaupon terpaksa berjalan meredah hutan selama berjam-jam, terserempak dengan pelbagai saiz biawak, jatuh terduduk dua kali sebab kaki tersangkut akar pokok yang meliar, dehydrated, lapar nak mam, penat gils, kaki sakit dan segalanya. tapi tak apa.

 demi tempat lawa macam ni, tempat tenang macam ni, tempat superb macam ni.

2112010 - sunny day

today's weather is good. yeah, still in exam fever. for me, examination is special. special here means a lot. it might be positive thing, as well as negative thing. after all, i think positive and negative always compliment to each other. even though one with something good and another one with something not so good, but they will be together no matter what. how sweet they are. well, exam period is miserable, seriously.

1. that's the time when suddenly i feel like tidying up my room
2. that's the time when suddenly i feel like i have and i need to do my laundry. (sebab baju semua dah nak habis, so kena juga basuh baju)
3. that's the time when suddenly i feel like sidai baju sgt membazir masa
4. that's the time when suddenly my friends will ask me to go somewhere, makan sama-sama. (in term of release tension?)
5. that's the time when suddenly the internet's mood is good. the connection is so fast and furious!
6. that's the time when i found interesting blog to be read. (yes, i like reading blog. interesting one i meant)
7. that's the time when bloghopping is so much fun.
8. that's the time when i feel like blogging and writing benda tah apa-apa. takde motif langsung.
9. that's the time when i suddenly my roomates have new movies, series, etc. (like we got married. sumpah comel gila)
10. that's the time when i suddenly have the mood to do "research" (nothing to do with my exams. it's about random thing,handbags, make up, clothes, etc)
11. that's the time when suddenly my phone rosak like ^%&*% (cannot on at all! hmphhh!!!)
12. that's the time when my zits pop up here and there. zits are my no 1 enemies.
13. that's the time when suddenly my childhood friend create a group in facebook and most of my primary school's friends are there and they keep on chit-chating, remembering all those funny things we did, and remind me how i like to bully this girl named sitok. i wanna slap them altogether for reminding me, haha
14. that's the time when suddenly there was a new and hot and controversial issue in my family
15. that's the time when suddenly "the problem" poked me hardly. why why why?? i'm screwed.
16. that's the time when suddenly i became emotional.
17. that's the time when suddenly my neck sengal-sengal, lenguh-lenguh and a lil'bit pain. (dah masok 4 hari, i don't know why -__- )
18. that's the time when suddenly i missed my friends.
19. that's the time when  suddenly Nada and i jumped in lagha conversation about shopping, hows your skin? i want to try this and that after this, i want to go there after the exam, i want to buy this, and the conversation went on and on.
20. that's the time when suddenly everything piled up. 
21. that's the time when suddenly i have this ridiculous feeling, that i'm not supposed to have it at all. 

i have some more, but i forget what is it.

i'm listening to sheila on 7, torturing me. thank you.

next? NEOPLASIA

this

or this?

"Your heart always knows the truth. 

It's the mind that likes to play tricks on you."

- Diana Rikasari -

SAD