10072010 - slow goodbye



less than 24 hours.
or less than 30 hours.

i will bring along all the 18 years old memories with me.
to the place where a new life begins.
where i am not really happy with it.
where some people might "care" about my movements.
less privacy.
i am quite worry.

think positive.
new place, new life, new experience.
yeah, new experience.
good one please.

i am pretending to be okay.
like feel nothing.
inside me, all the faces keep on haunting me.
the memories too.
tell me how i want to resist.
when i spend most of my childhood and teenage time here.

tomorrow,
slow goodbye.
sad.

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